Siya: taong mahal mo o mahal ka?
Ako: Wala akong pagpipilian. Kasi wala.
Siya: Walang alin?
Ako: Walang nagmamahal sa akin para may pagpilian. Ay basta.
Siya: Ay ewan ko sayo. Kain tayo.
Ako:Yan. Mas maganda yan.
I’m learning how to live, love and survive this life in the hard way. It’s getting harder everyday. But I won’t give up. I am fighting. I am still blessed.
Mas masakit pa tong nararamdaman ko kesa pag nakikita ko ang crush ko may kayakap. Napakapaasa naman. Sobra.
I don’t like this feeling. I don’t like this feeling that when you meet a new friend, who can be better than me, you’ll leave me. But I trust you and I know you won’t.
But how can you ignore me so easily when all I did was to love you more than anyone else?
….. i should sleep i should sleep. i should sleep i should sleep i should sleep i should sleep.
I hate that my mind won’t stop speaking, mumbling and rambling thoughts. And I have to fight the urge, not to write everything I have in mind. It will surely create chaos and storms and endless confusion to those people who are involve(d). It is a 24/7 battle between my mind and my heart.