Hala. baka last na nga yung kahapon. haaaay. di ako prepared, mamimiss ko girlfriend ko. haaay. Dalawang araw ba naman kaming araw-araw magkasama eh. haaaaaaay. grabe. nakakasanay. mamimiss ko na naman sya.
Fck. This is torture. I can’t have a decent sleep. And when I open my eyes, all I want to do is to close it again and sleep forever. Yes, forever. Ha!
hello. *pats your head*
But then I remember, may nagsabi sa akin kanina na natatakot sya sa akin. Ganun ba talaga ako kasungit tingnan? haaaays.
Being my friend is a bad decision. Your life with me will be boring. I can make you sad and pissed because of the sudden changes in my mood. I’m a very bad and worthless. friend
Everything in my life is so messed up right now. Though, I still have friends that understand me, and I’m thankful they are staying. I am not a really good fried, seriously. I can be so moody, or so annoying or I can be so clingy. I can just stop talking to you without me noticing it. Being with me is boring, fact.
Emotions and problems are mixing up -all at once, simultaneously. I can’t stop them from coming. I can’t stop them from destroying the ‘happy girl I was’, before. I can’t control them anymore. Insecurities and jealousy are destroying me - I hate them.
I AM JUST ONE MESSED UP GIRL - NO MORE NO LESS. NOTHING SPECIAL.
nakakatamad kumilos. gusto ko nalag matulog at wag nang magising.
gusto ko lang umiyak ng umiyak. pero magmumukha naman akong tanga nun kaya wag nalang.
Napakatanga mo Alai. Grabe. Di ka naman dating ganyan kapag alam kong masama tinitigilan mo, pero bakit di mo magawa ngayon. Ano? Nawala na tapang mo?